Senior Art Show

Indiana Wesleyan University @ the Beard Arts Center - March 19th - 2PM to 5PM

Featuring:

Eric Avery
Haley Choate
*Jeff Beaver
Holli Fairchild
Sarah Morningstar
*Andrew Luttrull
Corinne Kilfian
Kevin Kleman
*Jeremiah Kuch
Dan Varnado
Elissa Schmidt

Since 1999.

I won't be posting on here until I have anything good to say. It could be a day. It could be years.

I felt normal around my friends. They tell me the truth. They let me have it. Thank you, you know who you are.

We take large rocks and lob them on to thin ice.

God save me again.

Oh, how we're living so dangerously.

I can't believe myself sometimes.

As soon as I think "What am I doing?" I remember. It seems like I just lay out and say: "Choose your weapon." and the worst is done to me. Then I come back and do it all over again.

I went home this weekend. Max came with me. It was kind of odd, because I was in all the same places I have always gone to: (Cw's, Seattle's, Fairlawn, Akron) but I am in a totally different stage of life now. It's funny to experience those things again and think how times have changed. Everyone knows everything changes. For me, the change is usually unwanted, but then when it happens I think "How could I have ever lived this way?" (or eaten that, or listened to this etc.) It would be a good thing to keep growing like this. When change happens, to realize it for the better, and not yearn for past times or future times. I will try really hard to take change like this for the rest of my life. I hope God keeps changing me.

"It's so much easier alone, but you don't have to go that far."

I never ever ever knew.

I don't like 8:50AM classes. I think my eyeballs are going to fall out. I pretty much wish I could fall asleep in my bed and never get up today. It's hard acting responsible, and that's a great life lesson, but I still hate it. We have to feel responsible and learn it at this school, but we are never allowed to exucute it.

We are forced to display behind locked car doors, and our emotion is cramped by the back seat.

The good thing is, is that it may make us stronger.

"For love and not for lies."

You drive me crazy. C R A Z Y.

C.S. Lewis class and a book a week. So far it's been The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe, The Last Battle, and I am nearly through with Surprised by Joy (in my opinion the best so far). Next is The Screwtape Letters, and The Great Divorce for an extra project. My head may explode due to word overload...it rhymed.

Tonight is my first In the Face of War show of the WHOLE school year. I'm pretty excited, and can't really believe I have not been to one since I have been back. I sat and ate with Janie and Eric on Friday. Eric said his favorite city in California was "Alien Workshop", it was great.

I should start reading now.

I went throught my music library and tried to piece together London Calling from the Vanilla Tapes. I think I got most of it, except a few songs are missing. I might listen to it tomorrow as I run, but I am not sure yet. Tonight is the debut of the Cobrasnake tshirt I bought. So far I have gotten a good response from those who have seen it.

Eating sounds good right now. So does painting. I think, though, that the pieces I am working on need to stew a bit. Stew they may.

Ps. 132:4-5 NASB

"I will not give sleep to my eyes
Or slumber to my eyelids,
Until I find a place for the Lord.
A dwelling place for the Mighty One of Jacob."

I'm tired of being stubborn and bullheaded with everything. There is such simplicity in life when you realize you can't control it. Not that you are becoming someone who is lazy. But the moment you let things happen, you remember why you love life so much. What good can come of it.

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K.O.

You're not crazy.

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K.O.

There are some things in this world I will never understand.

Chick, you could write a book.