I hate these standards of success and living you give me. Can I make my own? Can I live my own life? I can live my own life. I will stubbornly try to seek out what I have been made no, created to do. Can my expression be enough for the greed seeking hoards? I won't be myself if I am not myself, and myself is not completely buying it.

What am I showing for? Why bother.

Finals are for backstabbers.

I gave up talking to concentrate on listening. Day 1 over.

Hopefully, I have not lost my sense of wonder. Then again, it would be tiring to be constantly amazed, right? Being desensitized, jaded and bored is in. I'm so sick of their attitude, Lord.

Indiana is playing a cruel, late and unappriciated April Fool's joke on us. In the form of freezing rain. Thanks to everyone who came out to see me at Culture Shock and bought a print. It's nice to know when people and friends are interested in your work. KIR.

Is reconciliation what I need?

Sometimes I want to scream this at women: "I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR BREASTS!"

A couple of posts ago I posted the movie thing and I noticed today that Half Baked had not been bolded. What kind of a person hasn't seen Half Baked. I mean come on. I really don't like that movie.

It's such a nice day out and I don't know what to do. It seems like there are too many options or not enough. It also seems like people are all out doing something, but maybe they are all sitting inside like me and letting their bodies rot away. I'd like to maybe go out and take pictures but I am afraid of maybe wasting film. It's expensive stuff. I don't know.

Yesterday was Spotted Cow. I got some good sun and caught a couple of good bands. Even though the sound was weird, I still had fun. I don't like mewithoutyou, so I got really bored. I don't get the appeal of that band. I mean, the lead singer is so witty, but his vocal style is very irritating. I am pretty sure 97% of my friends don't agree with me and think that they are a great band, but I guess it's a free country, right? (Do you like run-on sentences? I do.)

This school year went by so fast. I regret so much of it. Hopefully it has been a learning expirience. I already knew many of the things I re-learned. It's so hard to avoid the mistakes I make with friends, I feel eternally damned in so many aspects of my personality and the way I live. I am like a ship on autopilot. A man on a mission.

I guess I am going to go listen to Generation X.

Busiest week of my life, and you love it.

01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. Memento
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Rings
09. The Lord of the Rings : The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. The Goonies
26. BASEketball
27. the spice girls movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future – Of course I have seen this!
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitter's Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
68. Battle Royale
69. Kill Bill Vol. 2
70. Fight Club
71. Clerks
72. The Crow
73. Get Real
74. Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone
75. Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban
76. Wake
77. Silence of the Lambs
78. Pulp Fiction
79. The Crying Game
80. Amélie
81. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
82. Happy Campers
83. Velvet Goldmine
84. Elephant
85. Peter Pan
86. Camp
87. Particles of Truth
88. The Godfather
89. Big Fish
90. The Passion of the Christ
91. Close Encounters of the Third Kind
92. The Neverending Story
93. The Breakfast Club
94. Newsies
95. Princess Mononoke
96. The Prince of Egypt
97. Grease
98. The Hidden Fortress
99. Troy
100. It Happened One Night
101. Hackers
102. Dead Poets Society
103. Ghost Ship
104. The Wedding Banquet
105. The Red Violin
106. The Beach
107. The Women
108. Run Lola Run
109. The Quiet Man
110. X-Men
111. X-2
112. Spiderman
113. Punch Drunk Love
114. From Dusk 'Til Dawn
115. Joe Vs. The Volcano
116. Meet Joe Black
117. Gregory's Girl
118. In the Time of the Butterflies
119. The Butterfly Effect
120. Dirty Dancing
121. Final Destination 2
122. Rosemary's Baby
123. Spider-Man 2
124. Practical Magic
125. A Shark Tale
126. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
127. Sweet Home Alabama
128. American Beauty
129. Rocky Horror Picture Show
130. American Psycho
131. American History X
132. The Forgotten
133. The Black Stallion
134. Secret Window
135. Anchorman
136. Cellular
137. Mallrats
138. Mulholland Drive
139. Seeing Double
140. Clueless
141. Dr. Strangelove
142. Huit Femmes
143. Dumb & Dumber
144. Overboard
145. Tommy Boy
146. Talk To Her
147. Party Monster
148. Taxi Driver
149. Jackie Brown
150. Gods and Monsters
151. Andrew Lloyd Webber's Phantom of the Opera
152. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
153. The People Under the Stairs
154. Place Vendome
155. De-Lovely
156. Meet the Parents
157. Meet the Fockers
158. Bend It Like Beckham
159. Napoleon Dynamite
160. Garden State
161. Ferris Bueller's Day Off
162. Orgazmo
163. Boondock Saints
164. Princess Diaries
165. The Sandlot
166. Stigmata
167. Glory
168. Mean Girls
169. 10 Things I Hate About You
170. William Shakespeare's Romeo + Juliet
171. Thirteen
172. The Bicycle Thief
173. Half Baked
174. Under the black pool lights
175. CKY4
176. Rushmore
177. Cider houserules
178. Driving miss daisy
179. The Village
180. Over her dead body
181. Cold Mountian

95 of 181 – 52% Oh man I got an F

I couldn't do it!

It's a nice day out, is it not?

Ah nature observances. I am still 5 behind or something like that. Time to double up.

Saturday I am going to see the Wineys and company. Cool.

Can you live like this?

"There's no times at all, just the New York Times."

Snakes escaped from the dashboard during the rain so light.
I was higher than an air-o-plane, higher than an air-o-plane.

We pulled into the refueling station. "Open all the time" the sign read. Full service, wiper blade replacement.

My life lead me to believe those neon lights were for show, and the candy ridden confines of the store were for the obese paritioners. I would feel bad using the restroom and then not buying anything. So I went in, did my business and came out 65 cents poorer.

Attendant:

"Keep the asphalt wet." he said. "No one likes a hot pave-ment." - "So keep that pave-a-ment slicked."

"It's rude to have hot cement." he said "Have you ever walked barefoot on a summer's day on a summer's day pave-ment?" "You walk fast-er and your poor feet squeal. So pour that water on the ground and let's be court-e-ous."

"Hot rocks, hot sand, hot coals - what-have-you...they don't compare to this here hot baking sun sidewalk."

"Defy me and you'll learn, by turn and turn that this is not your average walk of courage. So please fill another bucket and douse the pavement."

"You'll never walk on water son, but you can walk on soaked sidewalks."

A sign on the door read "No shoes, no shirt, no service."

We can wear heat here.

Bring your Map here, you'll need it. The coffee is in the rear if you need it. The cola baptismal is at the head of the building if you choose to use it. Contact the usher for those dollar hot dogs. Do the long sticks of beef jerky scare you? They scare me too.

How about cold slushies? All size cups are the same size and you can mix and match flavors. There's something for everyone here.

Shop lifters should watch their back, though. We've got mirrors, inked tags, and metal detection devices. This will stop you dead in tracks.