wrangled and wrinkled.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Referring to the other post: Am I too much of an idealist? I just want that puzzle piece!

Friday, July 29, 2005

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

One of the greatest ironies in my life has been this relationship I have had with the opposite sex. When I was in Elementary, Jr. High and Highschool all I wanted was a girlfriend my own age and someone from my class who liked me. I had some momentary success along the way, most of which was squandered by my own self worth.

When I was a camp counselor the other female counselors would always tell me about all these girls who liked me. The major problem being was that they were all ten years old. The ironic thing is that at that age and the subsequent years after I would have killed to have a girlfriend.

Since I am not dating anyone right now, it has been my co-workers duty (self deemed of course) to find me a girlfriend. Most of their suggestions of possible suitors have been around their age. Most of them are 18 to 20. A few of them are 18. Now, I know it's legal, but it still seems creepily young for me. It's like my mom suggesting to me that I should ask out a 26 year old woman. Do you think that girl is going to want to go out with someone who is 3 years younger than them?

I don't really think so. And besides, I am too dirty. Look at this disgusting rat-beard.

Today I was listening to a Liz Phair song (Does this make me a lesbian?) called Rock Me. And I had to laugh at the first line. I think it fits me pretty well.

"Oh baby, you're so young. What's give and take 9 years, anyway?"

Those of you who know this song, or what it's about, don't read too much into me using the quote. Just isolate the first line and ignore the rest of the lyrics, thank you.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Name the song. Google it if you don't know.

"Love in the nine-ties, is para-noid..."

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Time to brag about my oldschool music taste. I am pulling out all the old cds tonight.

Spacehog- Resident Alien
No Use for A Name- Making Friends
Blenderhead- Figureheads on the Forefront of Pop Culture
MXPX- the Renaissance E.P.

I remember going to my sisters JV Soccer games and listening to the Spacehog cd on a Lenoxx Sound cd player which was as big as my head. All the while doing my earth science homework trying to impress the highschool girls.

By the way this is my 697th post.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

PLEASE HELP ME GROW!

Thursday, July 14, 2005

If too much of a good thing is bad, and less is more, and more is better...Than less and more are both bad.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I wish I could be a nilhilist.

There are certain things in life I want to achieve and work to. But there are also things I can let grow on their own I am fine with. It's those 2 or 3 integral parts which I really long for. I do, sometimes get in the way of my own plans. Strike that, I always.

I want to be content to live inside God's plan. I don't want to continually make my own and fail miserably.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Art that transcends the aural, visual, mental, metaphysical, spiritual. It encompasses a feeling, state of mind, an event, a specific meaning. One thing which encapsulates, but doesn't generalize or segregate. A celebration to whomever lays eyes on.



Another subject: HAIR UP!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

She doesn't care if she hangs out with me or not. Either way.